Tuesday, May 31, 2005
31/5/05
well
today is the last day of may
and i haf rotten and slacked
for 4 days le
i'm finally not bored le!!!
i went to borrow storybook le
den wont scare nth to do le
should be occupied wif the book for these few days
i'm so damn happy
yippie!!!
yeah
hahaz
so glad
oh ya
regarding hw
i will see how la
awaken by reality___________
Y8:49 AM
Monday, May 30, 2005
hmmx.luv tis song.
A Thousand Miles
(Vanessa Carlton)
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories'
Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
Tonight
And I, I
Don't want to let you knowI, I
Drown in your memoryI, I
Don't want to let this goI, I
Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could Just see you
If I could Just hold you
Tonight
Y4:52 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
29/5/05
hmmx. today got cip. woke up at 6am. yup. 6am. imagine waking up at 6am on a sunday. toturing. but the cip was fun. gave balloons to many kids. them so cute. but very tired while managing the game stall. hmmmx. den rain when going home. he walked me home today. wonder when tis is going. ok. i'll decide when the time comes. now slack first.
jux realise i bought the wrong type of lead. haiz. i bought 0.7 de lehx.i should but 0.5 de. sad. now no lead. cant use too much of pencil. den realise bro is use 0.7 de. hahaz. can gif him the lead. wont waste money.
ermx. jux now went dinner bought a new pair of shoes also. pink de. hahaz. happy. =)
its 11 smth now. sianz. dun wanna slp so early. haiz. but duno wat to do. den somemore sis at camp. sianz. tml bro will be going camp also. double sianx. argh. but can haf the place to myself. good. good. hahaz.
hahaz. many thoughts.
elieen, i'll punish u someday for saying so much things. xp
yi xin- y u slp so early. argh. sianx.
wei hun- erm mei holiday go where i dunno. cant decide.
linghui- when will my piano class start. i dun wanna lose to kai xu
mabel- when will i see u huh. wanna go escape.
er mei- i wan neoprint.
Y11:06 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
Life can be unfair at times
when u muz maintain faith
and never let go
it is especially during the difficult times
that u muz live ur life
to the fullest potential
there are triumph
over circumstances
wif hope and courage
life isn't always easy
but if u keep going and persevere
to the very best of ur ability
u will gain strength
to manage the challenges ahead
each goal that u reach
is another important step forward
believe that there are bright
and wonderful days ahead for you
and u will find them
_Mary A.Rothman
Y9:59 PM
28/5/05
hmmmmx
today woke up at 5 smth
den rot till now
omg
hahaz
den ate lunch late
at 2 smth
jux came back from dinner
and from giant
brought lotta tibits
hahaz =)
tml haf to wake up early
at 6 to reach school at 7
omg
its for cip
xp
Y9:46 PM
SAGITTARIUS WOMAN
A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one.
She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say "I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy". She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says " Guess what I will do next", or "Guess what I am thinking" because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn't careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself , so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing "Do that to me one more time". She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.
Y7:24 AM
Friday, May 27, 2005
27/5/05
hmmmx.
i'm so so so happy!
i luv my sister
i luv my family!
i luv yi xin.
i luv wei hun.
i luv er mei!
i luv chunhui.
i luv 7 sisters!
i luv my current status.
i luv my life!
i feel so happy.
holidays are here!
Y7:34 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
26/5/05
__yikes!
failed my chem lecture test
3/30 marks
pro eh?
hmmmx
nvm
will jia you during holidays de
hahaz
holiday's cuming in few more days!
cant wait
so tired
still got maths haven do
argh
sianz`
Y9:05 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
`hahaz/ kinda nice song___
Hollaback Girl
(
Gwen Stefani)
Uh huh, this is my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, Gonna lead the pack
gonna get a touch down gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up
A few times I've been around that track S
o it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals,no student-teachers
All of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
Let me hear you say this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S (This shit is bananas)
(B-A-N-A-N-A-S) X2
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna to happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl
Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit
Y5:52 PM
25/5/05
hmmmx___________
today's rotten
day 3 pass liao
i still cant do the 3D trigo
haiz
sad
=(
maybe i'll jux do assiagnment now
den tutorial do during holidays?
huh
like tt holidays alot of things lehx
die le
will my holiday
be filled with work?
omg
if itz true
i'm bored`
to the world you maybe someone
but to someone you maybe the world
y should i care?
y should i get upset_______
Y5:39 PM
hahaz
tis song my sis dl it,
quite nice but izzit a sad song?
Behind These Hazel Eyes
(Kelly Clarkson)
Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Y4:56 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
24/5/05
_ hmmmx`
`today
no pc coz nafa
no pw lecture
den went to see them play piano
yi xin taught me the first line for yu jian xp
hahaz
holiday going linghui hse learn
kai xu say learn 5 songs
-yu jian
-right here waiting
-canon
-marriage
-tong hua
hmmmx
hopfully can learn lo
though quite hard
haiz
got hw for gp
maths t9, a9
den chinese test tml
argh sianz_
Y5:38 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
23/5/05
_monday.//
tml
= tuesday
= school
= pc [arghhhhhhh...]
=5.30pm school ends
= yawnz [ xp ]
`hmmx. so bored
homwork haben do
maths dunch no how to do
so toturing
look at the qn
the qn look back
stone together
hmmmx.
one more week of school
den sch holidays le
cant wait [ yippi !!!]
but holidays cum fast
go fast ='(
ermx. eh.
wan new blog skin
sis so busy
cant help me
sianz
rotting away _
Y12:10 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
21/5/05
hmmmx, there is heavy rain today`
hahaz`
den went yixin hse`
slack`
found some nice quotes`
[good gals are bad gals who dun get caught xp]
[ to e world u maybe someone, but to someone u maybe e world]
[cherish now for u'll never know when u'll lose anything]
[happiness is not a destination, itz a method]
[dun quit, every obstacles is a stepping stone to success]
_ oh ya some thoughts i had_
my ex-best friend, i'm disappointed in u. i made an effort but u didnt.i'm sorry. but i gif up. i'm having new life, new friend, new beginnings. be happy for me keas. i'm happy. BUT i miz you. somethings onces they are gone, will nv be get back. i'm sadden.
_ signing off, tata`
Y9:05 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
20/5/05
_ hmmm/its friday/ finally/ hahaz`
[wed]
i slept at 12.30am on wed nite.. all becoz of maths and chinese... i cant believe i did chinese for one hour.. so tiring.. brain practically was nt functioning well on thursday... oh ya, the presentation well ok, and its no more idp for me!!! yeah... went for cheering also... for the bbll gals.. they got 4th... hahaz..
[thurs]
ermx.. ms ng nv cum.. still got chem practical la.. i failed yet another assignment... darn.. 2/10.. worst than the last time... oh well... congrates me... i haf jux failed my term 2.. which is 20% of the total year exam marks... =( den no chem remedial and maths started at 2.30pm to 3.30pm.. den we discussed project work gpp.. hmmm.. den went home wif zen cheang at 5 smth like tt.. talked little... coz both tired.. xP
[fri]
today onli about 20 came to school.. its half day and some pon.. hahaz.. also need to hand in gaant chart today withe the gpp...den went for interact club talk.. ZzzZzzZzz... hahaz.. now finally home slacking.. hahaz.. so tired.. wanna slp but scare late later... haha.. later going sakae shushi... mabel and shi ying will join us later.. clara cant make it... so.. guess me, yi xin, wei hun and linghui can feast first.. _Er Mei rawks `
[thoughts]
hmmmmx.. though got so call long weekend.. homework list also very long.. but will try to finish de.. Happiness is not a destination.. It is a method. =)
Y1:27 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
17/5/05
know y am i blogging today at 5.25pm? coz today teachers are involve in pre-u saminar thingy and no PC for me today!!!!! hahaz.. den can come home earlier to slack one hr.. tml still got chinese spelling and also idp presentation.. hmm... after tis presentation, i am nt going to join idp le.. i dun haf time for that.. and i wan go home rest early.. hahaz.. the long weekend is coming as well as fri is half day.. i am so happy.. fri going to sakae shushi wif er mei if nth crops up.. plz dun... hahaz..
survived today.. yup.. maths, chem and everything... plus phy lecture... now i am worried that i might nt be able to do phy qns.. haiz.. holidays gonna pull yi xin out to study... den gonna ask jessi about chem... like tis i get two free tutor.. wahahaz... oh ya.. ren qiang still owes me lunch.!!! hahaz... idp presentation is tml and thinking of it make me feel so sianz... hahaz..
wonder if tml will be a even better day? i sure hope so.. haha...
Y5:22 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
16/5/05
ok. updates. as predicted, i failed my phy wif a miserable score of 9/36.. i got 1/4 the marks.. luckily, or luckily not, there will be a retest and teacher will take the best of the two as record.. hope i will do better.. And tink i fail chem too.. den maths i got no confidence... tink its over for me man, for my term two de 20% of the overall grades for end yr.. i'm so gone man..
on the other hand, i develop more interest for chem and phy now tt i fail so miserably.. i am going to work hard during holidays le.. yesh! i will work hard................ after i play enuff.. kekex.. maybe, maybe nt play at all... who know? we will see bout that..
hmmm... today maths test so wat sia.. after the test den i realise how to do the qn.. hope i wont fail.. plz.. i need to pass tis.. haiz.. anyway, motion in circle tis chpt i quite like.. though i abit blur at calculations, but i am sure, i will grow to like phy more... my 16pf report is out le!!! so accurate sia.. hahaz.. and i'm more sure of my route for my next few yrs le.. hahaz..
here are 2 quotes i copied during the phy lecture when the lecturer showed it to us...
`_ Our glory is NOT ,not falling BUT rising EACH time we FALL... + i USE TO complain that i had no shoes, until ONE DAY i MEET someone with NO feet..then yi xin told me of another which is similar to the shoes wan..
_ i use to think that crying is bitter, until one day i found someone who couldn't cry...ok, i tink i'll try to be positive.. and jia you... i will try nt to lose hope... hmmm.. gotta go complete hw and had dinner le, yummy.. hehez..
Y6:38 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005
13/5/05
hmm... i tis few days like very free rite? can everyday blog.. the truth is, no! i'm nt free, very busy, lotta homework!! ytd fell asleep at 10 smth... den forgot to do gp hw and maths assiagment 5.. luckily nv get much scolding, juz very guilty... haiz.. maths test is on monday, i'm already feeling the heat of it now.. i want to score well for tt! i've fail the first test of chem, phy and maths le.. and i wan tt to be last time i fail any test le... but how? hmmm... plz gif me strength and confidence... hahz...
den on the whole, i can catch up in maths and chem.. but i'm lagging so much in PHY!!! haiz.. i wan catch up... but i need more time... plz gif me more time grace... kekez...
hmmm.... today feel ok ok.. in average mood... but still got laugh alot today la.. coz of yi xin ma.. hahaz... den wei hun also, caused alot of laughter.. so, yi xin, if u are reading tis, i really dun mind u act cute.. i onli will faint onli... kekex.. oh ya, today, me, jessie, wei hun and yi xin created a " faint diao" movement, sort of an action.. hahaz.. very cute and funny de.. hahaz.. hope to try on geraldine, see if she will haf reaction anot... hahaz..
hope for the best, prepare for the worst, life's a play, we're unrehearse...
Y7:33 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
12/5/05
today is simply a hetic day for me.. actually, sleeping little isnt tt much different.. last nite i was doing tutorial 8 ,chem tutorial 5 first part qn, gp... at 11pm last nite, i was doing chem.. den ms, no itz, mdm siti call me.. den i gotta go edit pi.. ok, so i did pi till 12.30am den slp.. got msg benjamin and elieen happy bady la.. hahaz.. and guess wat. when i sign into msn, everyone was also doing pi.. same as me!! hahaz.. den tis morning got to know a group of us in class, slp at interval of half an hour.. i slept at 12.30, someone slpt at 1.00, den wei hun slept at 1.30, jason at 2.00 and yixin at 2.30. den dunno who say yi feng slp at 3.00.. hahaz.. so funny sia..
den morning rain like wat like tt today.. dad drove me into school and mr pang nv cum today.. but still got do practical la.. tt mr chew come and relieve and he was funny man.. and nice, he gave us pointers on how to do the practical.. hahaz.. so much for my grumbling bout his fast pace lecture to zw during 1st 3mths.. all gone now, mr chew is a not bad teacher.. but i find ppl who are good in phy most of the time dunno how to explain answers de leh.. y ar?
hahz... den after tt had an half an hour early break.. den went for civics : dialogue session wif the principal... he also quite on de lehz, one student ask if can haf half day for celebration of the champion of the vball gals and he say he considering one day off sia! wow... and told us alot of things.. haha... nt bad sia tis dialogue session.. den went to chem lesson, do practical.. darn, i fail my VA03 sia.. the one tt my burette got faulty tt wan lo.. sad sia.. my beautiful record broke.. failed by 1.5 marks.. damn wasted... den rush to chem remedial and follow by maths till 4 smth.. no break.. so hungry sia... hahaz..
ytd realli slp little.. tink 5 hrs.. tink its nt tt bad after all... me still can do hw later if i know how to do.. hahaz.. today's realli a gREAt day for me!!! yeah!!! hahaz.. hope everyday also like tt!!! today yi xin and wei hun also very funny.. accompany and keep me awake in class.. so i didnt fall asleep.. hahaz.. luv them two.. hahaz.. but huh... yi xin keep act cute leh, den i grab her, kai siang they all say i violent.. ha! dun care la.. me happy can le... gtg for dinner le.. hahaz..
Y6:01 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
11/5/05
ok. final verdict: i fail my chem also!! hahaz.. kinda expected... how can i score well if i nv study and practice tys when i'm so weak in moles concept, redox and mass spec? i also dunno y i nv study. my usual slping time is at 11, so ytd after doing pi, my brain went to Zzz mode.. hmmm.. gotta do something bout that.. and i will!!!! failing the first test of all the 3 main A ' lvl subjcts is already very bad!!! i dun wan fail anymore, and i will do something bout it!!! i definately will!!! juz gotta nt lose hope,chiong all e way,cherish the time tt flies...!!!
another thing: today jjc volleyball match VS nyjc... all J1s were there to watch.. guess wat. WE WON!!! yeah!!! hahaz.. so cool!!!
tml's benjamin and elieen's bday.. happy early bady to both of them.. =)
Y6:49 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
10/5/05
today is tue. omg. ytd was the phy lecture test, and guess wat. i flunked it.. itz a sure flunk canse de.. i nv study also. den tired.. tml is the chem test le, also dunno how i'll fair, hope wont fail... plz.. i dun wanna fail.. but who wants to? O_o
today after half an hor of chem lesson got a 2 hr talk... kinda boring.. but gotta listen lo.. anyway, after tt went for break den phy lecture. after tt went for an ugernt pw meeting follow by pw lecture den gp content module. time seemed to pass quickly. den came pe... oh owe... we had to run around the school 5 rounds, do 25 push-ups, 50 sit-ups and 1000 times of skipping! can u believe it? at first i tot the 1000 skipping thing was not achievable, but after reaching the 1000th skip, wow.. everything seem relaz.. my thought that kept me going was that if i finish the 1000 times of skipping, i would slim down, so me, elieen, minna and jia ying did 1000 times lo.. damn tired.. but had ice kachang after tt and went home wif zc.. it wasn't tt bad after all..
know y i got the time to blog today? coz i'm waiting for wei hun to call me to get ms siti's emai address, actually ita mdm siti.. hahaz.. den tink i'm getting sick soon le.. now having serious flu.. and today during pw got abit fever. felt abit warm, but after awhile, nth le, felt ok le.. plz let me survive tml and let me pass the chem test.. den i can rest le..
hahaz.. tml dad wont be driving me to school.. so i gonna wake up a little later.. hahaz.. den maybe meeting zc go school lo.. hahaz.. tml still got cheering at toa payo stadium lehz. so far.. hope i got mood to cheer and nt be sneezing away.. haha.. den after tt go home lo, wof zc, my going home buddy lolz!
Y8:34 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
8/5/05
currently going through the powerpoint slides for the maths lecture topic tml.. got so many slides sia... jux now nearly fell asleep.. so tired.. still got maths tutorial 8 haven do, chem tutorial 5 haven do, both self attempt and discussion qns... damn.. still got assiagment 5.. y so difficult de? tml is also phy test lo! damn.. if fail how? den still got PI haven touch up.. mine is jux approaching expectation leh.. so poor the grades... argh!!!!! grrr.... wat am i gonna do? so many things, so little time... and i've got a stupid and slow square brain tt cant memorise formulas also.. darn!
Y3:04 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
6/5/05
hahaz.. today finally friday le.. yeah... i got 2 days break from school... today go school actually tot will sianz de.. but... i was wrong... i was attentive in class and learn alot of things... now also got some interest for trigo le.. hahaz.. den today whole days very quiet de, until pw time.. ahahaz.. realise zen cheang, elieen and jason same gp wif me... heng ar.. group ppl all quite will do work de.. hahaz.. zc same gp as me!!!! hahaz... elieen say i siaoz liao, den ask me stop filrting wif zc.. plz la, hahaz.. jux friends and talking onli... ITS NOT CALL FILRTING!!! den elieen say i and zc secretly like each other very long le, den me and zc say ya, den she fainted.. ahahahaz... joking also den she got nth to say le.. ahgh, but dun care la, she also got talk to zc... but i hope ppl dun misunderstand... i was jux joking onli... zc onli my going home buddy--> he live near me ma..
anyway, today is jin hong's bady!!! happy 17th bday jinhong!!! me got beat him 17 times of course.. he poor thing, but tink i tink i beat him onli leh... nv see others beat him leh.. why huh? how can ppl let him off like tt? hahaz.. i too bad le.. oh well... nvm...
i still haven know how to put pictures on to mu blog!!! i actually got alot of oics to put on on blog de... argh.. nvm.. when i know how le den will put alot hahaz... O_o"" ??
erm, tml still got idp.. argh... sianz diaoz.. but its ok, course ending soon... june holidays coming also... hahaz.. later also going out wif er mei galx... hmmmm... but i wan watch love at dolphin bay leh.. like tt show though it has an ending i dun wan... i wan yi tianbian be together wif xu zeya !!!... oh ya, Good Luck is a jap show which had jux ended... hmmm.. very nice also.. though nv really watch the whole series, but i got watch the ending.. love the ending!!! so sweet!!! hahaz...
craving for romatic endings and happenings...
Y5:22 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
5/5/05
yup yup.. today is the day for MI test.. argh!!! damn careless ar me!!! got negative i tot answer cannot be -ve den i go liquid away!!! damn... if nt i tink get full marks le!!! hmmm... but nvm la.. like wat yi xin said, as long as i know how do can le, marks can dun care de... hmmm, but tis test ms ho gif easy qns leh.. if she gif hard qns den how? arghh!!
oh ya, today is my son's 18th birthday.. happy birthday son... den also got celebrate elieen's bady, her chinese bday today.. actual DOB is on the 12th... so.. happy bday elieen too...!!!
haiz, sad.. i tink i like the worst grades in the class like tt.. everyone knows how to do except me... really dislike doing trigo tutorial man.. but i had no choice.. darn.. haiz.. also feeling kinda tired.. tml's gonna be a damn long day.. oh ya. can go back yuhua take cert le... gotta tell everyone... den can go together.. hahaz.. yeah... but i kinda dun wan go back there.. i score so bad grades.. no face go back..
Y5:35 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
4/5/05
Hmmm... tis week is a little busy, though I dun look busy... and at times, mood being dampened... but I 'll pull through like I always do.. somehow.. like example, asking myself 'why should I care?', ' its not my problem', ' mind my own problems'... den I will tink for awhile den I dun care le.. mood can sometimes be easily affect by incidents.. but I 'll get over it and done wif fast.. erm, today also did a act cute pose wif wei hun.. she beri cute leh.. ppl act cute one side, she both side.. so on sia, pei me crazy.. hahaz..
Ermz... I also had a hair cut.. actually also nv cut much la.. jux fringe onli.. hmm, actually can put pic on blog de.. but dunno how, so can onli see at me friendster or msn pic lo.. hahaz.. who cares rite? Ermz, but I tink kinda ugly...
I shouldn 't care bout hair or whatever tt 's in class.. I should care more bout work... coz my maths nt tt good... mathematical induction test tml.. I' ve done half of the qn in tt topic in the tys le.. actually wei hun more hardworking.. hahaz.. she did more qns than me.. I still nt sure bout the hence part.. argh.. tink no matter wat, I cant lose hope and gotta chiong all the way..
Also nt sure, but loh wei say he tinks that Ao 'lvl chinese exams coming le.. arhg!!! So fast?? Izzit true??? I really wan a confirmation... if itz true when? Isn’t it abit too fast? Am I really prepared for it? Argh... and next week got a lot of test lo... erm, like physuc, chem. And Chinese promotional exam oral... Everything seems so damn impt now, and I cant afford to screw up anyone of them... everything also moving at a damn fast pace lo.. abit weird la, coz in secondary school, we takes things slowly de ma.. erm. I now realize the importance of the maths tys.. for chem and phy I haven do.. maybe fri gonna go ask bah.. scare leh..
aaaaaaRrrrrggggHHh... hahaz.. through out tis whole entry keep saying “ argh” coz I dunno wat to say.. so say “ argh” for fun lo..hahaz..
SO MANY THINGS, SO LITTLE TIME!!!
Y8:45 PM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
1/5/05
` yung an primary closing ceremony song_
time flies its time to say goodbye remember, i'll be by ur side
let's revive and turn the clock around the happy times we all share
special moments that i'll cherish bitter sweet found memories
together we hold on to yesterday so tender our school lifes were
our stories will never be forgotten memories and hopes abundant
no matter how crazy they were i'll always keep them in my heart
our stories can never erased events awaits to be unfolded do not let go
cause if we ever meet we'll celebrate this moments
it was it is and it will be
i like tis song alot... it has alot of meanings to it.. doesnt matter if itz for wat, itz kinda for good bye.. anyway today went for ms siti's wedding.. hmm... so nice sia... den went sing songs at chevrons.. as always, i sing halfway, sianz diao liao... hmm... feel so bad sia, nv do any homework yet... and the homeworks are piling up... argh! need to finish it fast, coz i get tired and wan slp easily.. hahaz...
Y8:32 PM
