Wednesday, May 30, 2007
hello!
here for an update..
for job wise,
i got employed to work as
a clinic assistant for night shift,
6.30pm to 10.00pm,
at family life clinic
in westcoast, which was recommended
by serene..
starting work on 4th june =)
and somehow i got an office job
at tuas avenue 1 as a general clerk
and starting work on friday,
1st june, transport and food will
be provided, good eh =)
for studies wise,
i received rejection letter
from all three i applied,
nus,ntu and smu..
yup, its tough tis yr,
but i'm appealing for nie,
i got the experience as
a private tutor, relief teacher
and i'e gone for the ept test,
now awaiting for results =)
to me it doesn't realli matter
if i get nie tis yr or next yr,
i will fulfill my childhood dream
of becoming a pri sch teacher...
i tink office work in the future
might be a no no for me le hehe =)
got kinda upset coz of the rejection letter
but i'm alright now =)
coz i got support from the people ard me!
and i know wat i wan for my future le,
do it doesn't realli matter when i fulfill it,
for its teaching in kindergarden and pri
students for me now..
tt's my aim!
terrorising the future generation,
watch out for Ms Ng MF ~!!! =p
i'm feeling v contented wif my life now,
except the part abt my grandma's illness..
i feel that heaven are nt being fair to her,
though one may say life has lots of ups and downs,
(i'm currently at the down side but at the better of it)
grandma's one is realli too much i feel,
she was so healthy before she got cancer.
yup, cancer, kills, you've got no vaccine against it,
no protection against it,
jux hit u and either u can get save,
meaning sugery and chemo,
or u cant, but jux die away....
grandma is doing her best,
i know she is...
though she is suffering....
my heart pains for her...
why she get tis?
she's not someone who is bad,
and definately don't deserve tis!
now will gif credit and my thanks
to the people ard me...
firstly, my family,
no matter how tired i am,
or how sad i feel,
being with them and having them ard,
makes me feel i belong wif them,
and tt there's always a home
for me to come back to,
knowing that the other 4 members
in the there will gif me
the support i need.. =)
secondly, am thankful to haf darlin
in my life!
he's always there for me,
even though he's in ns now,
someone i can lean on and
nv fails to love me..
hahaha...
i love u chia kai xu! =)
thirdly, i got xin and hun!
this two best sisters in s17,
in ermei, she, haha~
these two girls pei me
through my tough period,
nv more glad than having
them two in my life!
hope tt they'll do their best
and all my wishes to them
in their uni life in august!
friendship rawks!!! =)
fourthly, am also grateful
to haf tis girl in my life,
haha, Ng KaiXin!
got to know her in sec 3
and she nv fails to stand by me,
so, yup!
thanks for always being
there for me girl!
sisters always! =)
lastly, i wan send my best regards
to these few peeps,
who haf inspire me,
to take a different parth
and to be able to haf
the courage to fight for my dream!
namely:
1. wen hui sis: do ur best in aus k!
2. jessie: brave girl to do radiation therapy,
jia you k!
3. collen: go get ur acca girl!
hmmmm...
still got wat to say?
tink tt should be abt it le..
will update soon if possible
for now,
take care all my frens! =)
Y1:06 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
last day!
yup, last day of work at NSA..
so wont be able to update often
and be online often le..
coz home comp spoilt..
went for ept ytd le,
hopefully, i'll make it..
yup..
realli will miss working at NSA..
miss my table,the recept area,
the basement pantry, fin pantry,
fin and basement toilet,
hmmm, the stairs, the lifts..
this place has taught me alot,
enabling me to learn how to
be a recept as well as an
acc assistant..
the ppl here are nice to me..
haha..
wanna thank the basement
anuties and uncles, christina,
salleh, nancy and susan..
gave chocolates to them
and also to jannah,
wendy, siew ting, loretta,
esther and bina..
gave the aunties and uncles
cream puff and chocolate
muffins.. haha..
tis is all tt i can gif lo,
food, but wat they gave
me was more..
the care and concern,
which i appreciate the most..
haha,i will miss tis place,
miss everything i've done here..
and i got to clear my table
before i leave today,
haha,
hopefully they'll miss
my absence... =x
Y11:56 AM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
hmmmm,
had farewell lunch jux now,
and farewell to who?
ME.
i'm confirm leaving
NSA on 15th may 07..
yup, so for lunch,
nancy,bina,susan and esther
brought me to
crystal jade at jp.
omg, nearly fainted lo,
food there should be
quite ex de..
yet they treated me there..
turn out it was ok,
the price, food, ambience...
so, yup,
officially jobless soon..
anyway,
wan thank them loads!
haven told basement aunties
and uncles i leaving yet,
maybe will tell tml or tue..
mon i having ept..
maybe should buy smth
for all of them..
coz they took care of me
for the past 6 mths..
6 mths,
passed in the blink of an eye..
now is the period of
receiving posting results..
i sure hope i get into ntu,
realli wan get there,
but, will my grades able to make it?
tt's yet to be known...
Y5:00 PM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone - male or female, it doesn't really matter - who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.
You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.
You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
.haha, true? one will know it himself, try tis, discover ureself =) .
Y8:21 AM
