fly like you've never flown before,

Friday, July 29, 2005

another week has passed!
i'm running out of time~
argh!
ppl all mugging le..
me?
nt even halfway there lo
left one more week onli
CT to me damn impt
one more week
maths so far
i onli sux at 3D
phy is last 2 chpt
But
i need a miracle for chem~

Y4:52 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

some ppl ard me feel tt jc life sux
and they feel tt poly life wont be easier
but izzit realli true?
i am also in jc life
and i am also failing some of my test
having the thoughts tt jc life realli hard
but izzit realli tt hard?
or izzit jux the psychological thinking of ppl?
i feel that everyone who can make it to a jc
will haf the capability to make it thro jc
when they put in the effort
to all out there:
dun gif up
anything dunno ask ut tutors
ct cuming le
jia you!

Y5:32 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Life Rawks!!!

and i hope it keeps on rawking...!!!
coz now i know my aim le...
i know wat i should do le...
hope i get the chance i need...
i dun wanna regret...
i wan a chance to perform~

Y8:00 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

i'm so so so dead!!!
i failed another chem test, and now even more miserable...
i dun even know wat i was thinking when i wrote those stupid answers!
and i still promise ms ng tt i wouldnt get another fail!
damn it~
i dun wanna retain!
i wan go J2 for god sake, for any sake as a matter of fact!
chem..
my chem suz!
i sux too~
my phy failed by 1 pathetic mark!
i am still hopless at 3D- trigo
am i losing hope?
where's hope?

Y6:22 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

i wan get promoted!
i wan go j2~
i wan go end yr trip!
i wan go uni~

Y7:19 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Yup i did~
i did, i did, i did saw a pussy cat!
-tweety-

should i just gif up?

Y1:01 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

A brand new thought

i will work hard for myself
i will do my best
i wont care about wat other ppl say
i already let go of relations
i wont be bothered by it
i can make it through the rain
i can reach towards the sunlight
i wont brood over my lost or how the world is unfair to me
but i'll cherish wat i haf now
i will be contented wif wat i haf
i wont care if the whole world forgets me
i jux wanna be happy for being me, who i am
and strive in my studies, my life~

Y6:40 PM

Monday, July 11, 2005

LOvely song =]

i put ` i can make it thro the rain as my nick`. den kaixu say smth very meaningful hahaz.
He said: ` there comes a time where there is no more water to fall from the sky... n tt time is where the sun shines, but things dun last 4ever.. jus treasure the time when it is sunshine` so you mo shui sia kai xu~

Through The Rain Lyrics
(Mariah Carey)

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be safe but no body comes
And you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

Chorus:
I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arrise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the wind blows, as shadows grow close don't be afraid
There's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I live one more day and night
I can make it through the rain
(Yes you can)
You're gonna make it through the rain

Y8:11 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

"Someone's Watching Over Me"
(hillary duff)

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believeSomeone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believeSomeone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believeThat I won't give up

No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
That someone's watching over

Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Someone's watching over me

____________________________________________________________________

hahaz
i'm so glad now tt
i haf nth for u le
u dun matter le
hahaz
i'm free~

Y6:22 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

i hate u ! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u! hate u!hate u! i hate u!

u idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! idiot! U idiot!

y ur attitude so suxy? y? is there anything tt i've done wrong to deserve tis? i'm fucking diasppointed in u.. damn, y u like tt? where is the u whom i first knew? or perhaps tt is a mask, the real u is now? argh! i dun care, u better change ur attitude elso i'm nt giving u face. in class i will gif u face, but not outside class... u betta reflect..

Y11:13 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I am so twice heartbroken!
so darn sad !

first heartbroken
is that i'm 675
675 for first chem lecture test
out of the whole level
tt's 675 out of 679 !!
so darn bad
i'm like the last 4 in the level
and i used to think that
the teacher having the marks
pin on the score board wont affect me
BUT i was so damn WRONG
so angry and heartbroken
I NEVER WAN TO BE 675 ever again!!!

second heartbroken is coz of U
coz of ur attitude
the way u handle things
y wishy washy?
y nt clear cut say things out
and show the truth?
to me ur honesty is impt
how ever u feel
let me know
dun hide from me alright?
coz i treat u as my good friend
dun disappoint me...

~ i miz ur company, ur smile but nt u hahaz... ~

Y4:48 PM

Camilla "Broken" (English)

Waking again, don't know why
It's far too still tonight
Around my bed shadows fall
Thinking of you, where you are
And how it got this far
Wondering when you might call

Tired and so aloneI ignore the TV drone
Every heart beat turns toward the telephone
You're in my mind, in my dream I'm cursed, or so it seems
Don't know where to take flight
Always the same no doubt
And it turns me inside out
It's so hard to walk away, try as I might

Cuz I'm broken inside
Pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
All of the flaws I keep unseen
I turn to you ,what else can I do
Hoping to find a way to see through
A break in the sky to get through the night
Discover the peace I wish I knew

Bridge:Painting in shades of gray shifting through the disarray
Can I find enough of me to make you stay?

Cuz I'm broken inside Pieces of me, intense and obscene
Forced not to show the things that I know
All of the flaws I keep unseen I turn to you ,what else can I do
Hoping to find a way to see through
A break in the sky to get through the night
Discover the peace I wish I knew

But you , you turn the tide
Wash over me, come set me free
I won't question why
Try to disguise all the things you mean to me
I trust you, what else can I do?
I can't deny something so true
Look at me now, wondering how
I'll keep the peace I find with you...

Y4:44 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

hmmmm
today went school
in morning for hua yue
hahaz
nt bad la
except at times will lost onli
wahahaz
den afternoon went to bugis
jux the three of us
the 3 Ms NGs
Ms jorichie Ng
MS Ng kai xin
and me
Ms Ng mf
hahaz
so nice
waited so long for tis photo
hahaz
den ate at the food fair there also
saw jori's bf
den me and kx left
so happy =]

Y8:34 PM

jorichie, me and kaixin

Y7:56 PM

3 ms NGs =] :jorichie, me and kaixin

Y7:49 PM

me @ food fair, see so many ppl behind me..

Y7:47 PM

me wif cap..

Y7:46 PM