Tuesday, April 03, 2007
well, today as usual
i went to teach xin wei.
she was out of focus today,
nt doing things tt were suppose
to be done but wat she feel like doing,
and she even asked me wat time i'm leavin.
and exactly at 8,
she said to end the tuition
though her work were still undone..
i felt sad,
coz i dun haf the control
over the lessons.
plus her behaviour...
den i went to darlin
and borrowed his listening ears,
and then i felt better..
mom and dad made my day
the most,
they came to fetch me..
haha, and juz talking
to them made my mood
better...
in fact i felt none of the sadness
when i was eating my dinner
which was rice cooked by my mom..
so yup, thanks mom!
i love you!
sometimes life is not always
a bed of roses,
tt's wat we all hear..
and people muz always go
thro harship in order to
haf a better appreciation
of things..
i do agree wif tt alot...
at my work place,
though i'm wif someone
i know,
but we are nt at all close..
being wif tt,
makes me feel alone.
i dun mind being alone,
but being wif fren
and still feels alone,
tt ought to say alot..
sometimes i face difficulties
that i feel tt i cant handle,
i onli feel like runing
back to my parent's arms,
back to darlin,
back to hug tur tur
ad go to sleep,
but how long can i do tt?
when will i be brave enuff
to face everything myself..
i will be, i promise to be
coz i wan to be strong euff,
and not to keep relying on
others,
and to achieve wat
i set out for...
Y9:54 PM
